Breaking Dawn Part 1

ENJOY!!!

I watched this movie last year. For me it was awesome especially when the sweet couple Edward and Bella getting married. The most interesting part when i can make my man love this movie also. Miahahaha.... Ketika orang tengah bercerita tentang ombak rindu aku baru sahaja menonton filem ni. Sangat terkebelakang kan??? (wujud ke perkataan yang diitalic ni?) hahaha... I don't care. mahu gune juga walaupun takde.

P/S: still admire EDWARD CULLEN!!!

BERDOA...

INI DOA SAYA...

Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia
Untuk terima ku seadanya
Kerna ku tak sanggup
Kerna ku tak mampu
Hidup tanpa dia di sisi ku

Tuhan aku tahu banyak dosa ku
Hanya ingat Kamu kala duka ku
Namun hanya Kamu yang mampu membuka
Pintu hatinya untuk cintaku

Malam kau bawalah rinduku
Untuk dirinya yang jauh dari ku
Agar dia tidak kesepian
Selalu rasa ada cinta agung


Hujan bawa air mata ku
Yang mengalir membasuh luka ku
Agar dia tahu ku terseksa
Tanpa cinta dia di hatiku

Hanya mampu berserah
Moga cahaya tiba nanti

Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia
Untuk terima ku seadanya

Kerna ku tak sanggup
Kerna ku tak mampu
Hidup tanpa dia di sisi ku…

P/S: no one is perfect in this earth. Just grateful with what you get now before its gone.

Mission Accomplished!!!!

HOHOHO!!!! I dont know how should i express my feeling that i'm very happy rigth now.. 2 mission accomplished in 1 day. one of it is my future life. I GOT A NEW JOB!!! YES!!! I think cukup rasanya i will be working at KOREAN COMPANY. THANK YOU ALLAH makbulkan doa hambamu ini... Syukur SANGAT SANGAT. I got this news after hiking BROGA HILL & GUNUNG TOK WAN. Tengah tengah penat boleh dapat very good news terus hilang penat.. Kaki pon tak sakit. The 1st person yang tau was my lover (naimzudin) sebab that time dia ade bersama ketika di dalam kereta perjalanan pulang ke rumah. He's very happy too bila dpt tau i got anew job. he really want me to move from the current company. ALHAMDULILLAH.. Maybe berkat hari maulidur rasul kot.. hehehe

OKAY!! nak stop citer pasal dapat new job.. Skang nak citer pasal hiking Broga Hill & Gunung Tok Wan. Citer sebenar camni. I ajak naim naik bukit broga sebab masing masing cam bosan je if duduk umah. Bestnye dengan naim nie dia suke sports & adventure things. I never did all those things with my ex ex ex ex bf. HAHAHA :D So as plan kul 9 baru kami bergerak nak pegi broga. Sampai sana masing masing excited sangat nak naik. KEJAMNYE naim dia suwoh jogging naik broga.. Sebab semangat punya pasal i follow je.

Before that, kami naik hanya berbekalkan 500ML COKE SAHAJA ok!!! Bayangkan camnne kami survived nak naik nak turun broga dan gunung tu. Actually plan asal nak naik Broga hill je. Naik broga tak amek masa lama pun. Maybe dalam half an hour kot. So si naimzudin ni ade sifat tak pernah puas. Akhirnya kami hiking la gunung tok wan. Masa naik gunung air coke dah tinggal half. lagi 500km nak sampai puncak i ckp kat naim da sakit kaki. Sebab cam malas je dah nak naik sampai atas. Tinggi sangat.. huhu.. Tapi sebab dia bagi semangat last last sampai jugak kami kat puncak. Air coke pon habis.. Snap snap jup kami pun melangkah turun semula.

Masa turun gunung tu kami masih ok lagi. Tapi bila sampai je kat broga da rasa cam taknak turun sebab nak kene turun bukit yang curang tu. Dah la tanah tu kering cam kat padang pasir. Potensi nak menggelongsor turun tu memamng tinggi la. haha.. paling kelakar lagi brape meter nak sampai bawah i leh nangis sebab da letih sangat plus dahaga yang amat sangat. dah sampai bwah on the way nak gi kereta siyes i memang da takleh tahan. rasa nak pitam sangat sangat da. Naim suruh tanggal tudung. Dengan berkat kesabaran akhirnya kami sampai kat kereta. Takde menda lain yang kami cari dalam kereta melainkan air sebab nak hilangkan dahaga. OWH BETAPA NIKMATNYA DAPAT DUDUK DALAM KERETA. Walaupun terseksa mendaki bukit dan gunung tapi i tak serik lagi untuk naik. Hari tu naik sampai nangis sebab takde air. Next time nak gi kene prepare betol betol. KONFEM tak nangis dah. ECH ECEH!!!

Ni antara foto yg kami sempat amek kat broga dan gunung tok wan

Speechless!!!!

THIS IS NOT SPEECHLESS BY LADY GAGA OKEY!!!! hahaha... First of all i wanna say thank you ALLAH because still give me chance to live healthy. Alhamdulillah.... Thanks to my family for the support and help which never ending for me to make sure i'm still alive. Sounds like i'm going to die pula sebelum ni.. hahaha... Last few weekend i fell sick, combination of fever and gastric. WOW!!! In my mind i really need my mum on that time. Paling best when i got two injection in one day at both hand and the last injection was really painful. Dah la inject tangan kanan. Nasib baik mc on monday. Kalau tak datang keje goyang kaki je... Alasan? tangan sakit kene injection. OKEY MALAS!!! hahaha :D

The best thing about sunday night was Anugerah Juara Lagu... Boleh tengok muka Syahir yang chumel nyanyi nyanyi pakai baju putih dan kene tampar.. OKEY TIPU!!! Actually my dear datang on sunday night tu sebab dapat tau saya sakit... OKEY SPEECHLESS!!! I never imagine someone will rescue me... OKEY POYO!!! i never imagine he came to my hometown to see me just to know i'm ok or not. The best thing was my parents tak marah pon dia datang malam till midnight. What does it mean??? My parents restu ke i'm with him??? hahaha... What i can say is he's very protective. Can'y hear if i'm sick even sakit remeh remeh pon. Is it he wanna show how much he loves me??? thanx dear.. I LOVE YOU MORE <3

Last weekend i spent my holiday with some exercise. I think i gain weight. So before i feel upset it is true i decided to make some exercise. I have a good COACH. Who??? He's NAIMZUDIN@my lovely dear. hehehe ;) Tapi dia JAHAT... he knew saya dah lama tak jogging then dia dera saya jog non-stop. then kene wat fitness juga... Sunday evening kene swimming lak.. Da rasa cam masuk THE BIGGEST LOSER.. Now all parts of my body getting painful. Jalan pon da cam orang cacat. But its okla if just took a month i can lost 5kg. Today i'm not going to jog sbb da tak tahan sakit sangat. Maybe will be continue on tuesday or wednesday. Even though dia dera saya but i still had fun exercise with him. Never had this kind of activity when i'm in love before. I LOVE NAIMZUDIN.. mmuaahh mmuaahhh mmuaahhh ;)

p/s: have to find more energy and stamina for next step in THE BIGGEST LOSER ;)

Gift for New Year

HAPPY NEW YEAR... WELCOME 2011!!!

The best thing night before new year was spent my time with family. Again we had family FUTSAL. It was so fun and happening. My parents also come to KL to joined us. Owh WAIT!!! not only my family.. My officemate also joined us. Bila ade 'my officemate' ni KONFEM 100% aku main control. Konon taknak tunjuk hebat depan dia.. Actually memang tak hebat pon. Ni semua sebab faez. He texted this bro suruh join same lebih lebih lagi bila si bro ni penah cakap nak rase main bola ngan faez. DAMN!!! malu giler aku. Dah la he on the way to tackle me. Belum ape ape da jumpe my parents and had fun together. Lagila aku jadi malu. Bapak sedara pun tak pasal pasal kenal ngan dia. Aduyai...... tapi nasib baek sume spoting so everything went well. But thanx to him also because of him faez can play real futsal. But both of them semua nak tunjuk skill masing masing. Part paling best bila si dia nak suruh aku score aku malas nak lari dan tendang bola masuk gol. AKU SAKIT KAKI LA WEYH!!! tak nampak ke hujung hujung game aku tak lari sangat. Time minum kat NZ baru nak kecian aku sakit. Huhu... Anyway, it was really nice game for ending year 2010... WHEN FOR THE NEXT FUTSAL KAKLONG??? hehehe :P

ORITE!!! Now i wanna story about the new year gift. TADAAAA!!! Last day i went out with my officemate again. He surprised me when he come to fetch me at 930pm because on evening he said he will come at 1030. BAGUS tul. So PADAN MUKA kene tunggu lama sebab aku baru nak mandi that time. Tu la rajin sangat nak surprise kan. We were not went far. Just had dinner near my condo. Last night my mouth on silenced. I was really shy because in the morning i already told him bout my life. I've decided to let him know who i am because i dont want he regret in the future if he choose me as a GF. Bukan ape, I really tired for heartbroken. If he wanna play with me just forget it and find another women. It's not a time to play. I have my own plan for my life in future. BUT there it is!!!!! THE GIFT!!! He PROPOSED ME to be his GF!!! he said that he serious with me. He had 4 girls to choose to be as a gf actually. But now HE CHOOSED ME!!! SPEECHLESS!!! I never imagine that he will take me as a partner in his life after I told everything about me. I'm not a perfect girl to stay beside him. He said LETS CREATE A NEW LIFE WITH HIM.. FORGET EVERYTHING IN THE PAST!!! and please be loyal with him and dont ever try to play his heart. Ade sikit sakit hati disitu. I think you should keep that in mind those things especially ONCE YOU LIE TO ME, YOU WILL NEVER GET ANY CHANCE TO TAKE ME BACK!!!

He already know that i've closed my heart for LOVE. But he try to open it and he success. Congrate.. But dear i'm still AFRAID to trust you. Anyway i'll try my best. For your planning to get married this year i hope you can postpone at least until next year. I'm not ready yet. There are a lot of things I've to settle down first. I need to save my money first before get married. Actually i wanna fulfill my dreams first. CAN'T YOU WAIT??? please dear.......

p/s: getting married is not easy... you need to have a lot of MONEY first!!!

Dating Again!!!

1st of fall i think its not too late to wish all the Christian people MARRY CHRISTMAS. HOHO... Hurm... I never thought that i will dating again. Actually i still don't know it was dating or not but i just pretend it was. Last day the engineer guy sent me home after working hours. Before sampai rumah tiba tiba kami pergi OU bersama. Aku rase dia nak keluar bersama semalam. Tapi dia malu malu. Hahaha :D That time aku pun rasa dah lama tak pegi OU so aku ajak dia pegi. Paling bestpegi dengan berbaju kurung. Rsanya dah lama tak pegi shopping complex pakai camtu. Last masa bersama pie dulu kot.

Activity kami buat semalam tak banyak pun. Window shopping, makan dan tengok movie. Kat sini aku nak cakap dia memang GILA.. Hahaha.. Boleh pulak dia beli tiket pukul 1050mlm. Just imagine at what time i will arrive at home. Obviously past MIDNIGHT. Tapi aku pun GILA jugak sebab ikut je dia nak time tu... Mentang mentang la dah bukan student UIA kan. Owh lupa lak nak bagitau kami tgk citer apa. Kami tengok citer TRON LEGACY... Citer tu graphic sangat POWER tapi cam bosan sikit. Tapi ade orang tuh ade hati nak tengok kali kedua sebab takleh fokus. BTW nape awak takleh fokus ye en engineer??? sebab saya duduk sebelah kah??? hahaha... lawak la awak ni :P

Before tengok movie he said he wanna buy jogging suit because he wanna spend weekend morning jog with me. BTW perlu ke sampai beli jogging suit??? Semangat sungguh kamu. Nant jogging mesti awak tinggal saya kan. Yela bekas student sek BUKIT JALIL. Sukan tu nombor 1 awak.. Owh bukan.. BOLA tu nombor 1 awak.. HAHAHAHA :D

After walked around we had dinner at mcD. Mula mula dia nak makan pizza. Tiba tiba tukar nak mcD lak. Pening sungguh kamu!!! hehehe :P Time dinner ni pun menarik sebab dia dah buat aku jadik malas. Makan minum semua dia SUAPKAN. Aku hanya perlu duduk makan je. Nak air ke apa ke just mintak je. Nanti dia tolong SUAPKAN. He asked me curiously "previous bf takde yang wat camni ke?" Mentang mentang la dia tau aku da kapel banyak kali so dia expect ada la kot yang buat camtu. Dengan sedih campur suara manja manja sikit aku jawab "takde la awak. awak la orang 1st suap saya dari mula nak makan sampai habis". He replied "manjanye dia..."

YES!!!! SAYA MEMANG MANJA. HARAP AWAK MASIH SELESA. Hehehe :D

After watching movie eating and so on we going back home. On the way balik tuh dia sangat sweet. I'm so touching.. huhu... Dear, if you think you love me just say it because i think almost 90% i'll accept you to be my bf and future husband. ;)

p/s: Love me sincerely is the only thing i want. Don't ever try to lie to me dear :P

JELES!!!!

OWH NO!!!! Actually i'm just lil' bit sad. I dont know why. He will leave us tomorrow night. He will be working at Dubai soon. How lucky he is. But no wonder la because he's genius since at school. Who am i talking about. Of course la en amir hakim my ex-classmate. Good luck dear at Dubai. We will be meet but i dont know when. We will talking on the phone maybe after two years. It's a long time to wait to hear your voice yang manja. I'll be missing you. I'm sorry for all my wrong doing with you. I'll pray for your success and be back with successful man also maybe a millionaire. I rase you da miilionaire pun sekarang. HAHAHA.. Anyway i love you :P

How do you feel when your boss want you to put you profile in company website especially you just graduate from university a month ago??? HAHAHA... I'M SPEECHLESS!!!! There're other person appreciate with what i've done. Thanx boss but i dont know what to write on my profile in the website. I don't have any experienced. Huhu... Now i feel like your company is my company.. MIAHAHAHA..... :D Can i come late???? Can i work from home??? Can i back from work early??? I'm also boss too as you said.. HAHAHA :D PLEASE RISE MY SALARY PAYMENT MY LOVELY BOSS.. HAHAHA :D Anyway thanx a lot boss!!!! :P

Recently i know someone who's working as an engineer. He's cute, WHITE, tall, not too thin, FOOTBALLERS and kind of a good listener. But i'm kinda shy with him. Because he's intelligent person, never talk nonsense but crazy than me. Many times i made stupid things in front of him. Dia DEWASA even though his age only one year older than me. Now i'm trying to be "selamber" in front him. I dont want to be a hypocrite girl. Last day i invited him to join me to watch MALAYSIA VS INDONESIA at SATDIUM BUKIT JALIL. Actually i'm still working for that.. hahaha.. wish me luck ;P

p/s: Don't use broken language.. hahaha :D (englishku lintang pukang.. but I DONT CARE :P)